a true friends

For nearly five years I knew Reza, Baim, and Sigit. From ever since I was elementary, junior high and up to now I've passed the third grade SMA.dan start meranjak to college. For me that Reza was nice, handsome, smart and loyal companion. In addition he also attention. He's a class with me. And our house was nearby.

Every day we always go to school together. So also with the return, I always take her home with them. He had no objection.

I know her fetish. He likes listening to music, reading and watching movies. Sometimes I always accompany him to the music store to buy a cd and cassette favorite singer. I also like to accompany him to the bookstore to buy a novel or magazine. Even if he was more boring, I was asked to accompany him to the movies. I try to always be there for him. I'm glad to be near by reza. Because we are friends from childhood. And practically Reza is my true friend. Anyway I was lucky to have friends like him.

I also became a place confidante. Every time he has a problem, Reza same time I would confidante. He do not want to confide in each other girl friends or friends of other boys. I wonder why I vent used as a place for him. Once I asked him why always vent to me, he answered the same feeling alone when I confide in, enjoy she said. Because I always give good feedback. So that he thought charges reduced. And he conveniently near to me.

Once when I was ill, he came to the house to see me. I'm so glad she'd come to see me. He brought fruits and porridge for me. Actually I'm more reluctant to eat, but she seduced me. And finally I want to eat. I'm glad he's so concern.

Suddenly came a feeling in my heart. Feelings for the first time I felt all these years. Unwittingly, I've liked Reza. Not only that what I feel. Since I started to fall in love. It turned out that the attention from him has made me fall in love. The longer I know Reza, the more I love him. The closer I know Reza, the more I feel like to have him. But unfortunately I could only this undemonstrative. And I do not know if Reza also have the same feelings.

Sunday tomorrow Reza go to jogja. He was elected to represent our schools follow the English race. More or less a week. I do not forget to always pray for him and gave him encouragement. Because I want to Reza succeeded.

"Reza, strive! You certainly could be a champion, "

"Thanks, yes its support Dew,"

"Same-same. I always support you and pray for you, "

"Do not forget to call the same sms me ya Dew!"

"Ok!"

Suddenly there was a feeling accompanied the departure of reza sad. Somehow I feel a heavy heart to let go reza english race in jogja, although only a week.

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Already a week reza english race in jogja. It was a week I do not see reza. It's been four days and I'm not Seeing reza. Suddenly there was feeling of emptiness in my heart. I feel lonely.

Usually every day I went to school with him, now can not. Likewise I can not return with him again. I like not have any friends anymore. Because he's just my best friend.

Recently I realized I felt missed the reza. Not a single day I think I met once tormented. I want to meet him. This greater sense of melancholy. A sum of this universe. I'm so nervous. I'm so nervous. Every time I remember him, feeling increasingly passionate melancholy. What else my love is getting bigger. If only I could not bury these feelings. I shall immediately disclose the contents of my heart to him. After he was from jogja I will state my feelings are. So to cure melancholy feeling I sms her and she Calls. Reza apparently been waiting for sms and phone call from me.

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The next day came home from jogja reza. I got some good news that reza successfully become the third champion english competitions. I'm so happy to participate. After the principal gave prizes and certificates of appreciation, symbolically, I immediately congratulated reza.

"Reza congratulations on your success. I'm sure you can do, "

"Thanks ddew. I'm only the third champion anyway, "

"Even if you win all three, but you're still great, I salute you,"

"That's all thanks to the support from you. You do not forget to always give me support and input. Moreover, you often the same sms phone when I was in jogja. I'm really lucky to have friends like you. Once again thanks dedew! "

"Same-same. I should have supportive friends who are struggling. Eh, to celebrate the victory you do not I treat you in the cafeteria? "

"Ah, come on you want to treat me to eat in the cafeteria? "

"Yeah, right. I want to treat you once you ngerayaain success. Er, not just that alone. I also would like to invite you to the movies tonight. How's that? "

"Oh dear, you are so nice. Thanks, yes, "said reza pinching my cheeks in exasperation. But I'm actually happy. Then we headed toward the cafeteria.

In the evening about seven o'clock that night I went to the cinema and reza. That night reza plasticity handsome plaid shirt. It was amazing. I do not get enough of seeing him continue.

"Dew, you see why I continue?" Ask me reza.

"It is your very handsome sich," I said and still see it in awe.

"Ah, you could have." Words and reza reza face suddenly flushed.

"Hey, want to watch the movie What happened?"

"Horror movie just be fun,"

"Reza Do you dare to watch horror movies?"

"Uh, you do not poke fun at Dew! Of course I dare, "

"Are you not afraid? Used to be so scared if you see a ghost movie. Instead you ever pick a movie to go home but not yet finished, "

"That was before, when I was little. Now I'm a big. I'm not going to be afraid anymore to watch a ghost movie. "

"What really? I'm not going home if the movie had not finished! "

"Surely not! Chill out! "

"Okay, then."

Then we wait in line to buy tickets. After that we headed to the theater together. The movie was exciting and thrilling. Although the movie is scary but reza not afraid. Apparently, he began to see a ghost movie. Then after the movie finished he walked me home immediately.

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A week later I heard the news that our school arrival transfer student from jogja. He entered the classroom. Tyara his name, his body was quite tall, neat clothes, long hair and face were quite beautiful. Which makes me wonder and curiosity, I saw reza so familiar when you're chatting with him in class. As if reza have long known.

"Dew, introduce tyara transfer student from jogja. He was the first championship race English. tyara, this ddew true friend from childhood, "said reza introduced me to the tyara, and he introduced me tyara. Then I shook hands with tyara.

Since the arrival tyara to our school, nearness to me with reza start tenuous. reza start rarely take time for me. He is more often closer to tyara than me. As if reza has found his new best friend. I was really knocked out. And he began to admire the figure tyara because first prize competitions tyara English.

Sometimes I feel jealous when reza more attention and care than I tyara. As if I had not considered a friend anymore. And it makes me getting desperate to get her love reza. I felt it did not matter anymore for reza. Now I felt I had lost my true best friends since childhood.

Day after day goes on. Now I rarely talk to reza. As if reza started away from me. I do not know and do not understand. Everything is happening like this. Reza now I feel reluctant to meet me. I'm so sad. Do not think I've reza friends anymore? Do not think reza is his true friend anymore? I'm so confused.

Reza attitude is becoming increasingly changing. He was no longer willing to leave school with me. He also was not going home from school with me anymore. Even when I was invited to chat, she even went to the canteen with tyara. I'm so disappointed with the change in attitude reza.

Maybe now I think reza is not his friend anymore. Reza is not possible now wants to be friends with me anymore. And maybe reza already do not need me anymore.

Since reza know tyara, he began to change. It turns out that making reza tyara changed. Why reza be like this. Reza fact is my best friend since childhood. He's a best friend who means a lot. He was a friend who could understand me. But now I have lost him.

One day at recess I ventured on reza frank, what a lump in my heart. I want to immediately disclose contents of my heart. Slowly I approached reza who was sitting alone in the classroom.

"Reza I want to talk something with you?"

"You want to say anything?"

"Now you have changed yes,"

"Changed how? Turn into supermen? "

"Do not joke please! I'm serious, "

"Ok! I try serious. So I changed how? "

"Since you know tyara, you are so changed. You've apparently we do not have time for me anymore. You're more mentingin him off me. Maybe I already do not you think again, friend! "

"Ddew, you're still friends to me. Until anytime you remain my true friend, "

"Did I just become true friends are you? no more? "

"You mean you?"

"I not only want to be your true friend. I want more. I fell in love with you reza. Do you have the same feeling? "

"I can not!"

"Why? Are you not in love with me? Can not you love me back? "

"Not that,"

"So what?"

"Actually, your love has been rewarded from the first because I'm also in love with you. I really love you. But I'm disappointed with you! "I gasped in shock.

"Disappointed why? Have I ever hurt you? "

"You do not ever hurt me,"

"So what?"

"For years I waited for words of love from you. But you're not too revealing. For too long I'm waiting for you. It's too late. I've already invented the same tyara. When I joined the race in jogja english, I shot him. Never mind, I accepted him. And I feel comfortable with you if we remain friends. Because I'm afraid of losing a friend like you. "

Suddenly, my chest felt tight. My heart was shattered. Tears slowly trickled down my cheeks flooded. My hope had been lost. I was already too late to express my heart. But at least I feel is relief. Although eventually I had to grieve. First time I cried in front of boys. Oh, reza! Should we remain a true friend?




True stories *** *** when I was junior high and now it has been replaced by reza oppoet who became my best boyfriend ...
I, reza, Baim, and Sigit remained friends until now. there will be no man who can solve our friendship except destiny.